We feel God is calling us out of debt. Ben's job provides for us so well and we never go without, but we don't make enough to really put a dent in our debt. So I starting looking into some options for working from home just to see what I found.
God led me through several doors to a new job!
I'm already feeling the pressure of being a working mom. Elwood knows there is something different and he's jealous. Every time I look at my email he comes crawling to me crying for my attention. Total heart breaker. I mean... put an immediate feeling in my stomach -- guilt.
Guilt is not from God. Guilt is a feeling Satan has been trying so desperately to shove into my view as I've been doing training this week.
But God has me here for a reason. He has a plan, a purpose, and a meaning behind this all. He knows why He led me to this job. He desires financial freedom for us.
So I took the step. And it is really scary. Really weird. And is taking a lot of adjustment.
I know I'm going to have several mommy break downs over the next few weeks, so family & friends -- please bear with me!
More to come soon.